2.16.2003

i don't want to fall back into the old pattern
i don't want things to be the way they were
this is too familiar
i don't like this deja vu
i've heard it all before
* tell me what's new
this is for me to write and for me to read only
i guess i am just too scared to share more of myself to people
why?
because i feel i am so overly exposed
i'd rather to be quiet now
i am so quiet now
that u won't be able to read my mind anymore
i am so quiet now
that if i say something wrong
u won't even noticed it
time..
today is a fine day
everything is slow and nice
even the tickin sound of clock
is nice and slow