4.19.2003

22

i am at a point where i am nowhere in childhood but somewhat in adulthood but not exactly know where i stand
sick
paper

as if they are here together just to screw me

4.10.2003

wishin & hopin

4.09.2003

very happy today
highlited my hair !
yes!
he did it without bleachin too!
this is finally a hair style that actually makes me feel
G O O D
summer here i come!
my piece of advice:

shut up if u dont have anything nice to say

4.07.2003

a step toward tomorrow
a step toward death
a step toward all the matters that i'd rather not see
A.
this weekend...
it was really great until she wrote me those emails..

i watched 2 movies. very happy. yes
phone booth & spirit away

i can picture myself in that phone booth
i can picture myself in that situation
but i can't picture myself being on the phone with a stanger for so long
so
i will probably not survive in that phone booth
but its ok
i dont need a crazy guy to teach me how to be a better person

B.
people ( he, she,you and i)
worships idealogy way to highly
i really dont care much for all the bineary matter of facts
yes
have things ur way
but respect others
be polite
nobody is telling you to be phony
but at least
open ur ears to listen


C.
i am 22% in love
trouble


D.
how much should i trust a friend?






yo
fuck you
fuck you maya

my weekend was perfect until u come around and be this nasty brat