我發現我GOOGLE廣告連結

是 憂鬱症 自閉症 恐懼症 的廣告

what the fuck?

在該睡覺的時候我的腦細胞群總是恍惚但靈敏
腦使喚眼睛閉上 但他們卻轉不停

腦細胞總是蠢蠢欲動

輕挑的呼喚我的名字 問我 妳是誰
明知故問的控告我隨手任由年華流逝
我 只有 承認

Kids like us don't grow up so easily
Kids like us don't grow up without giving it a fight
Kids like us don't really ever grow up

詢問我的驕傲 請問你打哪來
是不是單親教育小聰明 是不是美麗的長睫毛
還是尖銳的自尊 自卑的自大

我是一個住在長髮大眼瘦長驅體裡的麥田少年
我的憂鬱住在睡前的一瞬間 黎明醒來前

baby don't cry

My heart ached a little more than a little when i saw your email.
Sometimes there is just not a thing that people can say to help.
And I can't make you feel much different.
It's just the way this type of thing goes.

But baby don't cry.
You will feel better when you wake up a different day,
remember the fact that no one was meant stay .
It was just not good enough yet.

Do you know that your beautiful, your smile and your arrogance
is more dangerous to you than to the other?
Do you know that bad boys are bad and good boys are still bad?
It's just the way this type of thing goes.

Baby, I don't know if you cry.
But my heart hurts a little more than a little if you do .
I can't make you feel much different.
It's just the way this type of thing goes.

急促的呼吸卻不感到興奮 見的期待的人知覺卻無所感動
腦下腺素和肉體交錯但不予精神交叉
失去得到和再次失去一樣空洞

這也是成長代價?