12.14.2003

take me away

wait a min.. why u got to think?!

ok let me take you then

a way out of no way out

wait a min

there is no such thing as in or out...

time to think out side of the cube!
to think out side of the form
out side of the norm
out side of nothing..
because there is none to break from
only
urself

12.08.2003

let's talk about pain
the pain in life
the physical pain and the mental torment

it is easy to let go out the heart ache now
since the physical pain overwhelms it

for me it is

so how do i deal with it
i dont know
my body was something free that came with my mind the day that i was born
this form
that contains much frustration and much desire

without pain there is no pleasure
start to sound so true now
i am thankful for the days that i feel alright
and try not to be too mad for the days that i dont feel quite alright

i am only 22 years old
but i know i am gonna be on this constant battle with pain and tears
for the decades to come


12.01.2003

ok

fuck

i am in trouble

why do i have to be so fuckin honest?