我發現我GOOGLE廣告連結

是 憂鬱症 自閉症 恐懼症 的廣告

what the fuck?

在該睡覺的時候我的腦細胞群總是恍惚但靈敏
腦使喚眼睛閉上 但他們卻轉不停

腦細胞總是蠢蠢欲動

輕挑的呼喚我的名字 問我 妳是誰
明知故問的控告我隨手任由年華流逝
我 只有 承認

Kids like us don't grow up so easily
Kids like us don't grow up without giving it a fight
Kids like us don't really ever grow up

詢問我的驕傲 請問你打哪來
是不是單親教育小聰明 是不是美麗的長睫毛
還是尖銳的自尊 自卑的自大

我是一個住在長髮大眼瘦長驅體裡的麥田少年
我的憂鬱住在睡前的一瞬間 黎明醒來前

baby don't cry

My heart ached a little more than a little when i saw your email.
Sometimes there is just not a thing that people can say to help.
And I can't make you feel much different.
It's just the way this type of thing goes.

But baby don't cry.
You will feel better when you wake up a different day,
remember the fact that no one was meant stay .
It was just not good enough yet.

Do you know that your beautiful, your smile and your arrogance
is more dangerous to you than to the other?
Do you know that bad boys are bad and good boys are still bad?
It's just the way this type of thing goes.

Baby, I don't know if you cry.
But my heart hurts a little more than a little if you do .
I can't make you feel much different.
It's just the way this type of thing goes.

急促的呼吸卻不感到興奮 見的期待的人知覺卻無所感動
腦下腺素和肉體交錯但不予精神交叉
失去得到和再次失去一樣空洞

這也是成長代價?

夜半獨醒拜讀完舊菜新味似有若無非情人短品有感而發
裝模作樣中產階級目前無業M女在多年後回到故鄉發現心靈猥褻的仍是左派阿飛般的男子 (自以為阿飛或符合我理想中阿飛) ((M女絕對不是我))

以下M女和我通用 (再次嚴正聲明M女不是我)
難過得不是我不入流的露大腿勾當 而是我未老先衰的國文程度
資質平庸 一二三人稱都可以三位一體M女早在N年沒買書看的劣勢下腦漿瘀血
頭痛睡不著的我使出吃奶的力氣只是想寫封非情書的濫情書
精神分裂的耳躲聽到的是手機以消音的短訊鈴聲
她想的不是暗喻 她想的不是宣洩 她想的是三腳貓邏輯編出的死鴨子嘴硬藉口

我看到樓就想跳和朋友說小心 手拿菜刀煮飯中卻想割脕 開車天天有暴衝念頭
不要玷污自殺者的抱負 M女只是凡事衝動 只白目撞過車庫數次
本文證 她肉體建在叛逆精神茍言纏喘 M女正帶著黑框眼鏡睡不著弔念大家自我介紹用中文名寫作最忌注音錯別字的年代

lets see our ching-mo (short for ChingChing and Nemo)photo here.
i am the so lucky to have these to little puppies!

Lets see if i can load some new photo of my life.
It didn't work out very well last time..